The past several weeks I BEGGED and pleaded to our Father to spare her earthly life for the sake of her children. He spoke to my soul, "I took care of you and I can take care of them. I numbered Katie’s days. My ways are so much greater and wiser that your ways."
A sweet pastor friend sent me a note encouraging me that it was ok to be sad, it’s ok to grieve. So today, one week from when Katie left her earthly body, I cry. I cry for the friend that I lost. For the wife that Scott lost. For the mother that Daniel and Bethany lost.
Today I am sad - and that is ok.