I go through times when I just fight God on issues. I know that I am the only one in this world who does that, right? HA! Why do we do that? Why do we do what we know we shouldn’t and don’t do what we know we should? I know that I should show love, have joy, which gives me peace, when I am patient, making me want to show kindness, from which is goodness, while I am having faithfulness, others see gentleness and all this bring about self-control. Ok , that was fun to write!
I know what God wants from me and my heart, my innermost being really wants to give it to Him. Just sometimes, "I wanna be in a mood.” I laugh, that quote has become a joke of sorts amongst some friends after Beth Moore made a comment in one of our Bible Study sessions. Our other famous quote, “STOP IT!” (Click on it to see a great video, but after you finish reading this post.)
Things have been happening lately, situations God has me going through, Bible studies He has placed me in that is stirring up all that yucky dust in the corners of the closets of my heart. I have allergies - I don’t like dusting! I am thankful that God doesn’t leave me alone, doesn’t walk away and say, “she’s not worth all the trouble.” I am thankful He doesn’t place me in that dusty closet and shut the door and say, “stay in there until you clean it all up.” He just simply asks me to come, come and sit at His feet and fellowship with Him. Come and be willing to let Him do all the dusting. I think my heart must be Honduran - here dusting has to be done daily, sometimes twice a day!